fuzzy shrapnel.

well, i'm unable to see my blog, but i'm going to try and post it anyways, some technical difficulties over on this end of the wire.
as it happens, one of my team members will be heading home early, as in tomorrow afternoon. a bit abrupt, seeing how the remaining 5 have almost two weeks left. it will be sad to see him go, it's always sad to see them go. although i'm tired and sick i still feel sad everytime i say bye. i told them tonight, its like i'm the construction paper and they're all the little pieces that get glued on...then ripped off after four months, so basically they are the fuzzy shrapnel left, post rip. i am a mosiac of fuzzy shrapnel from all those i let myself love this whole world over.
i guess when i put it that way, its not all so bad after all.
but ripping never stops hurting at least a tad in the process.
as for the sickness, my knees and joints are doing better. walking hurts by the end of the day, but i'm getting around better. i mean, i HAVE to be better in a month, for my bro!!! we have some adventures to partake in. period.

well thats all for this evening friends.
goodbyes and shrapnel. and cooler weather, oh and i got a lamp, which makes my room all warm and cozy now. life is good.
i'm homesick and body sick. but alas, life can still be good in the midst of sad real life feelings.
and now, goodnight.